Goals Summary 2018 – Wk 15

Hello Blogland,

I can’t wait to tell you guys all about this weekend! It was not at all what expected, in a multitude of ways. But before any of that, we need to talk about goals!

Last Week

  • Publish 2 blog posts
  • Edit Chapter 10 of The Steel Armada
  • Read Down Town and Wild Card (Dresden Files graphic novels)dresden wild card
  • Review Madhu’s pages
  • Have SO MUCH FUN at the OWC 2018 Writers Conference

 

How’d I do?

  • Publish 2 blog posts
  • Edit Chapter 10 of The Steel Armada
    • Ugh. Did not happen. I thought there’d be time to work while at the conference, and while I managed to squeeze in some quality outlining and write up the beginnings of a query letter, there was no real editing to be had.
  • Read Down Town and Wild Card (Dresden Files graphic novels)
    • Yarp. And did one better – I also read Dog Men.
  • Review Madhu’s pages
    • Yarpitty-yarp. As usual.
  • Have SO MUCH FUN at the OWC 2018 Writers Conference
    • Oh boy, did I! I have so many stories and thoughts to share, so I’ll have a post up sometime this week chronicling it all.

Weekly Word Count: 366

While I didn’t get as much work done at the conference as I’d hoped (there simply wasn’t time), I managed to get almost everything done this week. Almost. You know, with the big important one left behind: editing. But, I’ve got a much clearer focus and game plan for The Steel Armada than I ever have before. I see where it’s weak and actually have an idea of how I can fix it, and that has me more excited than ever to get to work on it.

So, What’s Next?

  • Publish 2 blog posts
  • Edit chapters 10, 11, and 12 of The Steel Armada
  • Revise The Seasons per feedback
  • Finish reading Binti: The Night Masqueradebinti the night maquerade
  • Review Madhu’s pages

 

Thoughts

This week’s goals are lofty, yet doable. I finished listening to Cold Days on Thursday, so I’ll have the review up soon. I’ve got the Conference to talk about, and I want to write an “Editing Check-In” post. I don’t think all of those will happen this week because I want to actually get some editing done, but I will definitely meet the posts goal for the week.

I got a personal rejection from the last market I sent The Seasons to, and their feedback was really good. I want to incorporate their thoughts and get the story ready to submit next week while another magazine’s limited submission window is open.

This last Binti novella is really intense so far, so I expect I’ll get it done no problem. And I’ve got the Side Jobs audiobook queued up as well. There’s no shortage of reading materials in my life.

Since we didn’t get as much work done this weekend as we’d planned, Madhu and I agreed to send pages on Wednesday instead of the usual Tuesday which is a relief. I could use the extra time to get caught up on revisions.

The biggest thing I got out of the conference was a renewed enthusiasm for The Steel Armada. Do I really believe it could be my first sale? Not really. But, I do think that it’s worth working on, worth finishing, so that once I do make a sale, I can say, well, I also have this.

Plus, I was asked how many more drafts do I think it needs, and I really thought about it… I think it needs two more after this. I’m on the third draft now and there are content edits galore. Characters are melding, motivations are changing/being discovered, the plot is getting ironed out while the world grows and grows. This is a very creation heavy draft. I’ll need one more to make sure all of this new content still makes sense and to fix any pacing and continuity issues. Then I’ll need one last draft to really clean and tighten up everything.

That sounds scary. And so doable. Two more drafts? I can do that! If I buckle down and start treating this project with the devotion it deserves, I could do that this year! Which, if we’ll think all the way back to January, was one of my goals for the year. Finish The Steel Armada.

Man, wouldn’t that be nice?

I’ll be back throughout the week with the Conference recap and a book review!

Until then, Bloggos,

 

BZ

 

 

Goals Summary 2018 – Wk 14

Hi Bloggos,

This last week just flew by! Anniversary celebrations, good news announcements, and plenty of work to get done.

Last Week

  • Publish 2 blog posts
  • Edit 1 chapter of The Steel Armada
  • Finish reading Saga
  • Read Binti: Home
  • Work on Sanctuary (500 words?)
  • Review Madhu’s pages

How’d I do?

  • Publish two blog posts
  • Edit 1 chapter of The Steel Armada
    • Barely. But YES! This chapter was really difficult for me, and was probably about 95% rewrites. These last few weeks have seen no editing because I wasn’t sure how to fix this one chapter, and now that it’s done I have a much clearer path for the chapters ahead!
  • Finish reading Saga
    • Yep! I didn’t expect volume 8 to end as it did, especially after the heartbreak of volume 7. I was pleasantly surprised.
  • Read Binti: Home
    • Yep! Finished it last night and will hopefully get the review done before I leave for the coast on Friday.
  • Work on Sanctuary (500 words?)
    • Yeppers! Got a good start on chapter 3 with 593 words.
  • Review Madhu’s pages
    • Chickity-check. This is the one thing I am super diligent about completing.

Weekly Word Count: 2,971

Overall, not too shabby. I would have liked to get Chapter 9 of The Steel Armada edited earlier on in the week, but I’ll take what I can get. I experienced a really rough “block” with this rewrite. It seemed that no matter how I approached it, I couldn’t come up with a solution. I do not like that feeling. I’m planning on posting an “Editing Check-in” of sorts once I finish revising Chapter 10, so I’ll talk more about my experiences then.

Graphic novels are a lifesaver when I really want to read, but don’t have time to commit to something big. Saga is always a delight, and right now I’m making my way through the Dresden Files comics. I love Harry, so seeing all my favorite characters in illustrations is wonderful.

Progress on Sanctuary is slow and steady, which is pretty much exactly what I want. I’m getting a sense for where the story is headed, and building up that backlog of chapters like I planned. Feels good.

Next Week?

  • Publish 2 blog posts
  • Edit Chapter 10 of The Steel Armada
  • Read Down Town and Wild Card (Dresden Files graphic novels)
  • Review Madhu’s pages
  • Have SO MUCH FUN at the OWC 2018 Writers Conference

binti homeI plan to post the Binti: Home review on Thursday or Friday morning before I leave for the coast. There’s no WiFi at the hotel so you won’t hear from me over the weekend at all. In fact, I’m planning on keeping my phone on airplane mode while I’m gone. Which just means I will have SO MUCH to talk about when I get back!

Hopefully I can use conference time/downtime to work on The Steel Armada. I’m still torn about which laptop to take. I have this dumb two laptop situation until Scrivener 3 becomes available on Windows. So while my PC has Draft 2 of TSA, all my edits are being done on my old-as-dirt MacBook because Scrivener 2 has Revision Mode. Since The Steel Armada is my main project right now, I’m thinking I’ll take the Mac. But, if I get inspired and want to work on From the Quorum or something new, I won’t have my “current” computer. Or the internet to use Google Drive.

Ugh. Can Scrivener 3 just be out already???

The Dresden Files graphic novels will fly by, and honestly I’ll probably have them done by tomorrow night. I’ll finish Madhu’s pages tomorrow night or Thursday, and then I’m just packing and prepping for the conference. Madhu and I are carpooling, so my Corolla gets a spa day in honor of our guest. I even built a playlist of Writer/Book themed songs for the drive!

agatha christie roomAnd then we’ll be at the coast, wining and dining with writer types and learning all the things! We’re sharing the Agatha Christie room, which has an amazing view, a fireplace, and a balcony! It’s going to be raining and windy the whole time, but that’s never stopped me from enjoying the beach.

I’ve got a handful of writing/book themed shirts for the weekend, I’ll bring minimal makeup since folks will be taking photos, and a notebook and a slew of pens will round it all out. Binti: The Night Masquerade will probably be my book for the weekend, though I might bring a backup in case I finish it too quickly.

Gotta be prepared!

Anyway, I’m basically bursting with all this excitement! I can’t wait to have this amazing weekend and get to tell you all about next week!

I’ll be back soon with the Binti: Home review.

Until then, Blogland,

 

BZ

 

 

 

Goals Summary 2018 – Wk 13

Hello Bloggos,

Sorry this is so late! I meant to post it last night!It’s that time once again! Let’s talk about goals!

Last Week

  • Publish 2 blog posts
  • Edit 1 chapter of The Steel Armada
  • Edit Lifelike
  • Read Binti
  • Review Madhu’s pages

…And?

  • Publish 2 blog posts
    • Yep. Barely. Posted the weekly summary and my March Recap.
  • Edit 1 chapter of The Steel Armada
    • Sure didn’t. This is not good y’all. I have got to get back to it! Ugh.
  • Edit Lifelike
    • YES! I’m feeling pretty good about this story. Finally. I think I’m going to let it sit for another week or two and then give one last once over. So close to calling it done!
  • Read Binti
    • Yep! It’s only a 90 page novella, but I’ll have a quick little review up for you guys sometime this week.Binti
  • Review Madhu’s pages
    • Done and done. This seems to be the one thing I won’t let myself slip on. If only I were so determined when it came to my own editing.

Weekly Word Count: 3,519

This week was actually a good one for me, even if I’m feeling particularly guilty about not editing for the third week in a row. This week was also challenging because I was prepping for my 10 year anniversary. I made my husband’s gift, which was much more time consuming than I originally anticipated. I have no regrets, but it’s set me back a couple of days off I would have spent working.

I’m currently editing chapter 9 of The Steel Armada. I cut out one character, and am having another side character step up and fill that role. It’s working really well so far, but it also means that there is a LOT of rewrites and plot reconsideration that has to happen. I know it’s the best change for the book, but man it is difficult. I hit a wall with it pretty hard a few weeks ago, and I’ve been letting it stew in the back of my mind. I think I’m close to getting the scene right.

Lifelike has seen so many changes this year! This story started out as a First Person POV from the female character’s perspective. It was edgy and sort of an urban fantasy/horror. I wanted her to be an unreliable narrator, and I simply didn’t have the chops back in 2010 when I first tried it. I let it sit, unhappy with it and really unsure how to even begin fixing it.

A couple years later I thought about expanding it into a novella, letting this main character grow. I rewrote it in Third Person and it became less urban fantasy and more… boring. I hated it. I stowed it away again until early this year, when I briefly considered writing it as a comedy from the male character’s perspective. That didn’t go well at all, but there was something good to come out of that: tell the story from the male character’s perspective.

I started out in Third Person, because that’s my default. And man, that felt better than anything else so far. But it still wasn’t right. So I worked at it, and finally decided that to get the feeling I really wanted all these years, it needed to be in First Person.

So, another round of rewrites it was. And now we’re here, so much closer to the elusive “done”.

So, What’s Next?

  • Publish 2 blog posts
  • Edit 1 chapter of The Steel Armada
  • Finish reading Saga
  • Read Binti: Home
  • Work on Sanctuary (500 words?)
  • Review Madhu’s pages

Saga vol 8

I feel like there should be more. I feel like I’m forgetting something. But I don’t think so, and given my recent inability to get a single chapter edited I should probably keep this week’s goals simple and straightforward.

I’m still sitting on some awesome, wonderful news, and I’m going to email the powers that be tomorrow to see if I can FINALLY talk about it. So, keep an eye out for a book review on Binti this week, and possibly an announcement.

Until then Blogland,

 

BZ

 

Goals Summary 2018 – Wk 10

Hello Blogland,

It’s another sunshine-y day in the Pacific Northwest, and a wonderful 65 degrees! The windows were down on all my drives today, Snow Patrol blaring and a smile on my face. I can’t ask for more than that.

What did I want to do last week?

  • Publish two book reviews
  • Review/submit The Seasons 
  • Write 1000 words on Sanctified chapter 34
  • Finish listening to The Scorpio Races
  • Edit 2 chapters of The Steel Armada
  • Review and return Madhu’s pages

The results are in!

  • Publish two book reviews
  • Review/submit The Seasons
    • Yep! The submission process has begun. I’ve received one rejection all ready, which I fully anticipated. Waiting to hear back from the most recent market, and I’m planning a post about the whole process sometime soon.
  • Write 1000 words on Sanctified chapter 34
    • Yarp. Knocked this one out early in the week, and I’m feeling really good about finishing it this week.
  • Finish Listening to The Scorpio Races
    • Totes done. I’m ready to talk all about it.
  • Edit two chapters of The Steel Armada
    • Barely. It was another close call this week. Chapter six required extensive cutting and rewriting, which then made me hesitant to tackle chapter seven. Luckily it required much less work than its predecessor, so I was able to tack it on to the end of my week.
  • Review and return Madhu’s pages
    • Done. Reading her book is always nice because she writes stories that are different that the ones I read and write. It’s a refreshing break from my other projects. And, let’s be real, I enjoy editing work that isn’t mine.

Weekly Word Count: 3,326

Overall, I’m pretty happy with my output last week. Getting stuff done and moving the year right along. Feels good, man.

What’s next?

  • Publish two book reviews
  • Another round of edits on Lifelike
  • Finish Sanctified chapter 34
  • Finish reading Gunpowder Moon
  • Edit two chapters of The Steel Armada
  • Review Madhu’s pages

Really, I’m just in a holding pattern of productivity. Which was the point of establishing all these goals. So, my plan is working! Hooray! I don’t expect to hear back about The Seasons for at least another three weeks, so I’ll want to keep myself busy so the nerves and doubt to make a comeback.

Also, this week is officially “mid-March” which means I could hear back about that writing conference any day now. Keeping busy will be the key to my sanity over the next two weeks.

It has been a little bit of a struggle to edit the two chapters of The Steel Armada each week. It’s difficult, especially because there is so. much. rewriting. Like, so much. I cut two scenes, totaling over 1,000 words, and still managed to add another 650 words to the chapter. But, it’s a good kind of challenging. I feel amazing when I complete a chapter, if more than a little exhausted. I’m going to stick to that goal for now, and if it proves too much to handle I can always drop it back down.

I’ll be back sometime mid-week to talk about The Scorpio Races, and if all goes well, again over the weekend to talk about Gunpowder Moon. My reading is slowing slightly, since Snow Patrol their new album(!!!!!!!!!!), so we’ll see if I can keep up with two book reviews a week.

Until later,

 

BZ

Goals Summary 2018 – Wk 9

It’s a rare bright and sunny morning here in the Pacific Northwest. If only it were warm enough to sit outside and enjoy it, but my poor, thin desert blood doesn’t find 42 degrees comfortable, no matter the sunshine. So, instead, let’s talk about goals!

What was I supposed to do?

  • Publish 2 book reviews
  • Finish Sanctified chapter 33
  • Finish reading Semiosis
  • Edit 2 chapters of The Steel Armada
  • Edit Lifelike

How’d I do?

  • Publish 2 book reviews
  • Finish Sanctified chapter 33
    • Done-diddly-un. I also posted chapter 32 and got a very tiny start on chapter 34, aka, the last chapter!
  • Finish Semiosis
    • I tried my damnedest to finish this book today, before I needed to publish this post. Unfortunately, I still have about 100 pages to go. It’s not really the kind of book you can just speed through. I’ll get it done in the next couple of days.
  • Edit 2 chapters of The Steel Armada
    • YEP! That was a concerted effort. Revising/rewriting two chapters in two days is not my idea of a good time. But it was damn productive. I’m really pleased with the progress and changes that I’m making so far.
  • Edit Lifelike
    • YES! This was another task I didn’t think I’d actually get done. But, I buckled down and made it happen, pretty much entirely because it had been a goal for February and I refused to neglect it. The white board proved itself extremely valuable, yet again. In Draft 4 I changed the narrator’s point of view and added a much needed line toward the end. It’s not done yet, but it’s definitely much closer.

Weekly Word Count: 4,284

What’s Next?

  • Publish two book reviews
  • Review/submit The Seasons 
  • Write 1000 words on Sanctified chapter 34
  • Finish listening to The Scorpio Races
  • Edit 2 chapters of The Steel Armada
  • Review and return Madhu’s pages

That’s a lot for one week. It’s ambitious, but I’ve got a bit of momentum behind me, and enough residual vitamin D coupled with a heavy dose of caffeine to convince myself it’s doable.

 

I’ve got reviews for Dark Deeds and Semiosis forthcoming, so keep an eye out for them. I’m really excited to talk about them both.

This last chapter of Sanctified has me… anxious. It’s a lot of action that ties up all the plot and creates the springboard for the final installment. Endings are always daunting, and to be perfectly honest, I’m reticent to say goodbye to this story. But, it’ll be good and I’ll get it done.

Scorpio racesFinishing The Scorpio Races won’t be hard. I am loving this audiobook, and constantly find excuses to sit in my car and just listen to it. I’m confident I’ll get it done.

Editing another two chapters of The Steel Armada is starting to feel par for the course. I know what changes I want to make, I know where they need to happen (for the most part), so I just have to sit down and make it so.Make-It-So

Madhu’s pages are a new addition to my weekly workload. I need to get better at incorporating them and getting them back to her on the schedule we agreed upon. That’s my goal for this week.

You might have noticed that I skipped my second bullet point. I’m terrified of it. Like, that squirming sensation in your guts afraid. I’m nervous and uncomfortable when I think about it, but I’m also beyond excited to start the submission process again. I expect I’ll have a lot to say on the subject in the coming weeks.

That’s the docket for Week 10. I’m calling Week 9 a success, and looking forward to the challenges ahead! I’ll see you all soon with the book review for Dark Deeds!

 

BZ

Goals Summary – Wk 5

Hey Blogland,

It’s late, so I’m going to make this quick.

Last Week

  • Publish 2 book reviews
  • Start Sanctified chapter 32
  • Finish reading Shockaholic
  • Edit Lifelike and The Season
  • Edit chapter 1 of The Steel Armada

 

The Results

  • Publish two book reviews
  • Start Sanctified chapter 32
    • Done. Wrote 1,517 words of it. Posted another installment to the related short story collection.
  • Finish reading Shockaholic
    • Done. Not my favorite, but a decent enough listen for my short commute.
  • Edit Lifelike and The Season
    • Done. My friend Matt got me his feedback before he went on vacation this weekend. Per his suggestions I was able to fine tune The Season and start a rewrite of Lifelike. I’m going to give The Season a bit of space to see if distance highlights any weaknesses, but I’m confident that it’s very nearly ready to submit. Lifelike is still very much in progress. This story has dogged me for years, and it’s taken a long time for me to uncover its bones. I have them dug up now, but they need proper assembly. This might take some time, but I’m feeling good about it.
  • Edit chapter 1 of The Steel Armada
    • Done. I was really hesitant to do it, as I’ve been with this whole project. But, I sat down and really hashed out a lot of my world-building issues and helped streamline some plot points by introducing them sooner. I also added about 500 words, which brought the word count total for that chapter over the minimum goal! Overall, I’m counting it a great success.

Weekly Word Count: 2,079

I’m pretty much flying high right now. It always feels so damn good to see my goals switch from the red pen to the black one as I complete them. It’s really nice to see things marked ‘Done’. Here’s hoping this momentum continues.

What’s Next

  • Publish two additional blog posts
  • Finish Sanctified Chapter 32. Post chapter 31.
  • Finish reading Iron Gold
  • Edit two chapters of The Steel Armada

Dresden Turn CoatThis list feels pretty small, but there’s actually a lot of work here. The blog posts aren’t so bad. I’ve got the book review of Turn Coat to do, and a bonus Craft Discussion post drafted. This should be the easiest part of the week. I’m halfway through Sanctified chapter 32 already, so wrapping that up shouldn’t be too bad. It’s building up to the final action of the story, so it takes a steady hand, but it’s well underway.

Iron Gold

Iron Gold is really good so far, I’m just reading really slowly because I never seem to have free time just to sit. Audiobooks are saving my life, since I can listen to them while I drive or do chores around the house. Unfortunately, I do not have the Iron Gold audiobook, and quite frankly, I don’t want it. I’m really enjoying developing the voices of these new characters, as well as rediscovering Darrow’s. But, the book is due back on the 10th, and because there are holds on it, I can’t renew it. I have five days to read ~500 pages.

Yikes.

And of course, last is the biggest hurdle of them all. Editing chapter 1 of The Steel Armada was less painful than I’d imagined. I’m really hoping that proves to be the case throughout this process. To help myself along, I’m reading The Last Draft by Sandra Scofield, and doing my best to do the exercises and implement her strategies. It’s good so far, but I’m only 61 pages in. We’ll see how it goes as I dig deeper into her book, and mine.The Last Draft

So, basically, I have a crap-ton of books to read, a novel and two short stories to edit, and somehow not nearly enough time to do it all. Or, at least, that’s how I feel. But, these past week’s of summaries tell a different story. I’m doing well, setting achievable goals and meeting them. Mostly.

And damn if it doesn’t feel good.

Until later, Blogland.

BZ

Goals Summary 2018 – Wk 3

Hi Blogland,

Sorry for my absence last week. I contracted the flu that’s going around so badly this year. My husband was ill first, and then I succumbed to it a week later. I spent the majority of the week on the couch watching nature documentaries and napping. Not remotely productive, but I’m hale and healthy now, so it worked out.

So obviously, I didn’t have any goals last week, but I never discussed the previous week’s either. So, what did I want to accomplish in week three?

Goals?

  • Publish Dark Sky book review
  • finish my last giveaway fic
  • Finish chapter 31 and post chapter 30 of Sanctified
  • Finish listening to Shockaholic
  • Send Lifelike and The Season to my friend Matt

How did I do?

Not great, but not awful either. I didn’t write that book review, which is a shame. I hate writing reviews too long after I’ve finished the book. It’s hard to remember everything. But, I did finish my giveaway fic, as well as my fanfic chapter. I posted it to some positive feedback from the readers, so that’s always nice. I have yet to finish listening to Shockaholic, but I’m making some serious progress this week already. I didn’t incorporate any feedback from Madhu yet. She felt pretty unsure of her comments, and felt a bit out of her depth, so I decided to hold off on reading her comments until I hear back from Matt. I did send my stories to Matt, but he’s yet to get back to me on them. Hopefully that doesn’t mean he hates them :/

Weekly Word Count: 4,488

What about this week?

  • Publish two book reviews
  • Start Sanctified chapter 32
  • Finish Shockaholic
  • Edit Lifelike and The Season
  • Edit chapter 1 of The Steel Armada

I lot of editing. Blegh. I hate editing my own work. I LOVE editing other people’s work, but my own is a special sort of hell. But, Madhu is working on some rewrites of her novel, and she’s eager to get back to sharing work, so I need to have something to share. Editing is the only way I’ll have that. Which was the goal of having someone to share with, at least to me. Sharing my work with someone I don’t really know, but see on a weekly basis will help keep me accountable while valuing their feedback. I just have to get my butt in gear.

 

I’ve got the Dark Sky review written and cued up, it’ll publish tomorrow morning. So, I can either write a review on Turn Coat or hurry up and finish Iron Gold this week. Yeah, right. Turn Coat it is. Iron Gold

February is my month to really start focusing on my editing. Tentative goal is a chapter a week at least, but if Madhu and I keep with tradition and send each other 20 pages, that’s closer to two. If I do two chapters a week, I’ll be done in just about 10 weeks. So we’ll see how it goes.

Anyway, that’s where we stand going into week five. A little behind schedule thanks to the flu, but feeling healthy and ready to get back on track.

Wish me luck, Blogland!

 

BZ

New Year’s New Look!

Every year, on or around January 1st, I overhaul the blog. I’m not sure if it serves any other purpose besides catching my interest in my site and giving me a fresh breath of air after 365 days of something else.

So, here’s the new look, I hope you all like it. I was a little sad to see the last look go, because it was my favorite so far in the past 4 years of blogging. But, I have high hopes for this one. It’s even more streamlined than last year’s (weird), and I like the headers with social media links at the top.

Yeah. It feels good, man.

All right, here’s the gross part about New Year’s posts. I have to talk about my ambitions for 2017 and how I did in accomplishing them. Spoiler alert, 2017 was not a good year for me.

Last year I said I wanted to:

  • edit The Steel Armada into draft #3
  • submit The Portrait of Sterling Madison to The Audient Void
  • finish From the Quorum rough draft
  • edit Cards into draft #2
  • publish 104 blog posts, roughly 2 per week
  • read 60 books

How did I do? Well, I did make some progress on The Steel Armada, especially in the last half of the year. I’m about halfway through editing the second draft, but the realization that it needs pretty extensive rewrites has me a bit disheartened.

I didn’t submit The Portrait of Sterling Madison this year. If you don’t recall, this is a horror short story that has haunted me for the better part of seven years. I wanted to do a lot with this small piece, and every attempt just proved that my writing chops weren’t where they needed to be to make it work. But, I did finally hammer out the best draft of it yet, quite unexpectedly, as I’d shelved it yet again. I’m confident I’ll find a home for it in 2018!

I did not finish From the Quorum. In fact, I got about halfway, because it’s the largest story I’ve ever undertaken. I outlined the whole book through to the end back in April, and we’re looking at about 100k word manuscript. It’s currently at 51k, so literally halfway there. I saw that projected word count and panicked, and haven’t worked on it since then.

I made a deal with myself: I cannot edit Cards until The Steel Armada is complete. Since I didn’t make the headway with edits like I planned, I did not even look at Cards this year. However, I did some minimal edits on my Cards short story Since the Fire, in the hopes that I can find it a home in 2018.

I published 42 post last year… Ugh. No where close to my goal. Not even all that close to half of my goal. That’s rough buddy. Sorry for neglecting you all this year.

I managed to squeak in 62 books this year, according to Goodreads, and man that feels good. I needed a win.

I read 14,072 pages across 62 booksImg bookstack 72

What the heck did I do in 2017?

I wrote. A lot. In 2017 I wrote two original short stories and four chapters for From the Quorum. The short stories are both Horror pieces, The Seasons is an all new piece that I’m really proud of, and Lifelike is the newest incarnation of The Portrait of Sterling Madison. Honestly, it’s different enough, and written in such a whirlwind of inspiration that I don’t even consider it a rewrite; it really is an all new story. These projects total 17,321 words.

But, I did my most damage working on Fanfiction. I know, I know. You roll your eyes, you immediately see me differently because you know that I write fanfiction. Trust me, I did my fair share of eye-rolling and berating because of it. But, there are a lot of benefits to being a content creator in an active fandom, and I will probably write a whole separate post to talk about my experiences as such. Finally, months later, I regret nothing.

So, I wrote 264,850 words of Fanfic in 2017. Yep. Go ahead, read it again. 264,850 words across multiple longfics (basically multi-chapter serials), oneshots (read: short stories), and drabbles (aka flash fiction).

I wrote more this year than I ever have before, in more styles and genres than I ever thought possible, because of fanfic. I have no regrets. I also won National Novel Writing Month for the very first time because of fanfic. I proved to myself that I absolutely can write long form, can produce content quickly and of a pretty high quality on a deadline. When I needed it most, Fanfic gave me an ego boost. I am proud of my output and my content, and am feeling buoyed into the new year.

But, I did have some other projects this last year.
Audient Void issue 4

I continue to provide “Editorial Assistance” for The Audient Void. I’ve stepped up my duties to weeding through the fiction slush-pile as well as offering line edits when necessary. So, if you submit fiction to us in 2018, there’s a 50-50 chance I’ll be the one who decides whether your story gets considered for publication. MUAHAHAHA!

Ahem.

We released two issues in 2017 and have just finished selecting pieces for the first issue of 2018. So, there was that. Also, I spent a few months swapping fiction with an acquaintance and work-shopping her Middle-Grade Adventure novel. It was an eye-opening experience that really challenged me to leave my comfort zone and learn more about publishing. I also helped her fine tune her query letter, which is really good practice for me when it comes time to write my own.

I also took on some personal projects. I stopped biting my nails, for realsies this time! It’s been months, and I love it. I still keep them short, because typing with nails is nigh impossible, but I’ve accumulated more polish colors and indulge in giving myself manicures now, so that’s nice. I did a 30 day yoga challenge, and signed up for another one that starts tomorrow! I love bringing stretching and movement back into my life (former dancer, here) and it’s really grounded me over the last month. Today we were invited to set an intention for the month, a word or phrase that would guide our practice through to the end. But, I’m going one step further. I’m setting my intention for the year.

FOCUS.

2017 was a wild ramble that saw me dart from project to project, taking on things that were fun and interesting, at the expense of my more serious ambitions. I want to bring focus back into my life. I want to set clear, attainable goals, so that I can set myself up for success. So…

What the heck am I doing in 2018?

  • I am finishing The Steel Armada. Whatever that means, and how ever long that takes. I wrote this book in 2013, it’s time to stamp it done and move on with my writing life.
  • I am finishing my committed longfic series. There are a couple chapters left in this installment, and then a planned sequel. Then it is done. Chickity-check, move on.
  • I am submitting at least two short stories for publication this year, only to SFWA Logomagazines that pay their authors. I’m done sticking ‘feathers in my cap’. I don’t need feathers. I need payouts. I need proof positive that my content is worth buying, I need credentials to pad my query letters and my efforts to join Science Fiction and Fantasy Writers of America (SFWA) within the next two years.
  • I am giving myself permission to write things for fun. Drabbles and tumblr prompts keep me limber and energized. I love writing them, I love engaging with a fan base. I will not feel guilty for that.
  • I am reading 65 books, per the Goodreads reading challenge.
  • I am publishing 52 blog posts, preferably once a week, no matter what.
  • I am committing to my yoga practice, about 20-30 minutes/day

If time allows, I would like to…

  • make considerable progress (30k words) on From the Quorum
  • Read through and begin edits on Cards
  • write a new Sci-Fi short story
  • maybe begin querying process for The Steel Armada, if I like how it turns out

 

Whew. All right. That’s a pretty big “to-do” list for 2018. Whoops. But, if I’m being honest, these are the goals that mean the most to me. These are the projects I want to work on, and the only way I can do that is if I make the time.

What about you? What will you make time for in 2018? What will be your focus?

As always, thanks for stopping by Blogland, I hope you had a wonderful holiday season, and look forward to sharing 2018 with you.

 

Best,

BZ

Book Review – The Glass Magician by Charlie N. Holmberg

Blogland!

I finally have a calm moment to try and write this book review.

Oregon is… in a weird place right now. A vast majority of the state is in flames as forest fires ravage my green home. Salem is nestled in the Willamette Valley, and is safe (so far) from the wildfires, but the Columbia River Gorge, Central Cascades, and Southern Oregon are all on fire. Ash is falling from the sky in Salem, coating cars and outdoor furniture, and tainting the air in a grayish-brown haze that makes breathing uncomfortable for many.

It’s pretty tragic, and terrifying.

But, that’s just another disastrous event I can tack on to this summer. I worry for the forests and natural beauty of Oregon, and my thoughts go to the people these fires have displaced. I heard it might rain on Thursday, and I sincerely hope it helps.

But, let’s talk about The Glass Magician!

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In this sequel to the very enjoyable The Paper Magician, Ceony must face the consequences of the first book.

It’s been three months since the events of the first book, and life has gone back to normal for Ceony and Emery Thane, much to Ceony’s dismay. You see, she saw her future with Emery in the fortuity box, and she’s eager to get their romance rolling. But, though she now calls him by his first name, and they’ve fallen into comfortable domestic routines, they have carefully danced around their feelings for one another.

When Ceony is at the center of a series of attacks from the Lira’s cohorts (Emery’s ex-wife, and Excisioner baddie from the first book) things begin to heat up between the Magician and his apprentice. One scene that stood out was when Emery asked Ceony why she did all she did to save his heart. Her response was quiet and almost hurt, “don’t ask me that. You know why.”

Cue that painful disgusted sound that is synonymous with getting your heart twisted and wrung out to dry.

Her answer didn’t make Emery deny her words or even deny his own feelings, but he did share his doubts about the morality of such a relationship, between a Magician and his apprentice. That was enough of an admission for Ceony. But, the subtle change in their relationship doesn’t go unnoticed.

Magician Aviosky, the Glass Magician that mentored Ceony before she graduated from Pragis Taff, has suspicions that the relationship between Ceony and Thane may not be purely professional or scholarly, and she greatly disapproves.

So, not only are they trying to avoid death at the hands of crazy Excisioners (Magicians who have Bonded to blood), but they’re trying to keep nosy busy-bodies out of their private business. Even if those busy-bodies might have a point.

The best part of the book, for me, was when Emery was headed to the train station to hunt down Saraj (Bad Guy #2), leaving Ceony behind in London. She gets out of the cab, and fearing that she may never see Mg. Thane again, calls across the courtyard, “If you’re going to get yourself killed, the least you could do is kiss me goodbye!”

And he DOES IT! I definitely squealed, chock-a-block full of that ridiculous giddy feeling when two characters FINALLY get together.

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Me when Emery actually KISSED Ceony!

But, that was one shining bright moment that was quickly snuffed by the end of the book. Not story-wise, though that does get dark very quickly. But, writing-wise. Ceony is left on her own, dropped off at Mg.  Aviosky’s house in London. When she arrives she finds that Grath Cobalt (Bad Guy #1), who is actually a Glass Magician, not an Excisioner, has killed Aviosky’s apprentice and tortured Mg. Aviosky herself.

Some epic shit goes down, and Ceony does some quick thinking to save the day before she passes out and the point of view shifts to Emery…

WHAT? Like… WHAT THE WHAT? You can’t just do that! You can’t just knock your main character unconscious and then swap POV when you have literally NEVER SWAPPED POV BEFORE!

It felt cheap. The easy way out from a writing perspective. We watch Emery deal with Saraj, for a short chapter, and then go back to Ceony’s POV in which she awakes and Emery is already back and everything is said and done. WHAT?!

I’m still pretty worked up about it, and I think the only thing that could fix it for me is if the next book, The Master Magician, alternates point of view consistently. Otherwise I will continue to feel a bit put out over this.

Another thing I was less than satisfied with is the ending itself. The book sort of just… ends. The bad guys are handled, Ceony will be okay, and Emery is there. But, she broke her Bond to paper in order to Bond with glass and defeat Grath. She tells Emery this, and how she needs sand to break her Bond with glass so she can go back to paper, and he is confused but so relieved she’s all right that he just sort of nods and promises to get her some.

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That’s it. That’s the end. No demand for an explanation of how she somehow managed to break the main tenet of their magic system, no in scene moment of performing the ritual and re-Bonding with paper. Nothing.

I really enjoyed the majority of this book, but the last 20 pages or so left me feeling gypped (I really don’t like this word but it is the right one in this scenario). When your book is only 213 pages long, you can’t have a reader upset at 10% of them. Just saying.

Anyway, I have all my hopes pinned on the last book in the series. Hopefully it will redeem this one for me. Either way, I love the characters enough to keep reading. It’ll be a little while before I get to that one though, since I’m still reading The Stone Sky, and about a million other things at once.

Okay, that’s an exaggeration, but it feels like it. Check out my Goodreads to keep tabs on my ridiculous reading schedule as I try to make up for lost time to get to 65 books this year.

And until next time, Blogland,

 

BZ

Goals Summary wk 8

Well, Blogland… I did it. I finally did it. Well, sort of.

For about 2 years now I’ve talked about my ailing Macbook. I’ve tried all kinds of tricks to prolong its life, a new battery pack, deleting caches, empty my trash consistently and thoroughly. But, even then it was struggling.

Typically I use my computer with at least three programs running at once. Scrivener, iTunes, and Firefox. Occasionally it bumps up to four with Word. But, lately my computer has struggled to even run two programs at once, and if I open a second tab in my web browser, forget about it!

After a particularly frustrating session on Thursday, my husband convinced me to try out “our” Windows laptop. It was a Black Friday purchase a couple years ago, and though we bought it with the intent of it being a mutual device, neither of us use it.

Until now.

Sunday night I upgraded to Windows 10, and have spent the entirety of my morning getting programs downloaded and trouble-shooting my external hard drive. Turns out that, when I bought the thing four years ago, I formatted it for my Mac. At the time that wasn’t unreasonable, seeing as I had zero intentions of ever going back to PC.

But, here I am. So, I had to erase the entire drive, reformat it, and am now reloading all my writing, music and photos. Only then will I be able to put the files on the “new” computer. Hopefully. It’s given me a lot of issues already. And by issues I mean that I have had a mac for far too long and am PC illiterate.

But, this computer is nice. Just, weird. The keys are slightly farther apart, but they’re lighter. I don’t have to press as hard, and they’re quieter. There’s 10-key, which I love/hate. I love it because 10-key is awesome and convenient. I hate it because it makes the computer that much bigger.

Also, I am not a fan of the touch-pad on this laptop, so I’ll be getting a wireless mouse this afternoon. And, the backspace key is shorter than I’m used to, so I have to get used to that.

A bunch of tiny things that I won’t even notice, given some time. But, right now, they’re glaring.

But, It’s Monday, so let’s talk about goals!

Last week I wanted to:

  • write chapter 13 of From the Quorum
    • Didn’t happen. I wrote 346 words, but did outline the rest of the novel. 17 chapters to go!
  • read The Paper Magician
    • Done! And moved on to The Six-Gun Tarot.
  • publish 2 blog posts
    • Done!
  • continue The Steel Armada edits
    • Done! I’m on chapter 15 of my read-through, which has become much more active editing than anticipated. I’ve done a lot of world building already, and have set about answering some of the Betas’ questions. I also created a new Scrivener project for The Steel Armada, in which I will do my further edits, instead of relying on printed copies from Word. So, once I’m through with the read through and any handwritten notes, I’ll head back into Scrivener and get to work.

Al in all, not a bad week. That brings us to this week. What do I want to accomplish?

  • write chapter 13 of From the Quorum
  • read The Six-Gun Tarot
  • publish two blog posts
  • Continue The Steel Armada edits

Hopefully by the next Goals post I’ll be fully moved in to my new laptop, and less gripe-y than I feel now.

You should hear from me on Thursday, when I post the book review for The Paper Magician. Until then, Blogland.

 

BZ